March 2025: Feeling anxious every day, not working (looking to start next week, but haven't worked since December). It's worth noting a reason why this time has been so difficult and straining on my mentals: I grew up pretty from 0 years old to now, 26 years old, as a kid who was always doing something. Middle school thru college I always had a packed daily schedule. Choir, guitar lessons, soccer practice, hula, homework, good grades, girls, I always had a schedule. Now I don't. I only have the structure that I give myself, and this is foreign territory. Sure, the constant doing could have helped with background anxiety. Regardless, doing nothing hurts. It physically and mentally hurts to not have anything to do. This is a very real reality that I'm going through. I think it's just worth writing this down so I can look back and say, hmm, how interesting that the sudden lack of doing was so hard on me. This is good info.by Cfitter on TwosMarch 2025: Feeling anxious every day, not working (looking to start next week, but haven't worked since December). It's worth noting a reason why this time has been so difficult and straining on my mentals: I grew up pretty from 0 years old to now, 26 years old, as a kid who was always doing something. Middle school thru college I always had a packed daily schedule. Choir, guitar lessons, soccer practice, hula, homework, good grades, girls, I always had a schedule. Now I don't. I only have the structure that I give myself, and this is foreign territory. Sure, the constant doing could have helped with background anxiety. Regardless, doing nothing hurts. It physically and mentally hurts to not have anything to do. This is a very real reality that I'm going through. I think it's just worth writing this down so I can look back and say, hmm, how interesting that the sudden lack of doing was so hard on me. This is good info.