We out here livin. Got super high last night. Was thinking about what life could be like. We are honestly all in a prison of our own minds. We limit ourselves and what we believe we can achive. I want to stop doing that. I want to become what I know I can become. Life will always be a struggle, but I can do what I say I can do and I can find enjoyment along the way. Why not start a huge company? Why not take on a bunch of responsibility? Why not try to use what you have to help people? Why not try to live a very long time? Why not try to be your best self? Why not love yourself? Why not believe in yourself? Why not escape reality? Why not live in your own world? Why not share it with other people?. In order to share with other people, you basically have to believe that what you have to say and do is better than what they could say and do by themselves. Will it lead them to a happier life?. This office is so fucking sick. I wish I had this kind of money. I will one day. Perfect day: I wake up. Do some yoga. Meditate. Shower. Do some writing/brainstorming/creating. Walk. Work. Programming. Producing. More writing. Lunch and a walk with someone. Family. Friends. More work. Meetings. Building. Teaching. Writing. Or play. Golf. Bowling. Basketball. More walking. Dinner with people. Family. Friends. Home. Writing. Reading. Watching. Smoking. Bed. Perfect week: Put something big out. Something I know I want to do. Setting a short term week goal and executing on it. This week is getting twos out on twosapp.com. Next week is putting out react native lol. Spending time with friends and family. Seeing something new. Helping people. Working hard. Improving at something. Writing. Programming. Mindset. Health. Relationships. Perfect month: New place. Helping a lot of people. Creating a lot. Helping a lot of people. Learning a lot. Making a lot of money and giving a lot away. Planning. Executing. Becoming healthier. Loving myself more. Perfect 6 months: Learning a lot out. Accomplishing one huge goal. Executing on a bunch of smaller goals. Helping people and myself become better. More at peace. Doing more of what they love. Living more authentically. Changing. Learning.. Perfect year: Set goals. Accomplish them. Love others. Watch them grow. Share my journey with them. Be real. Make a lot of money. Figure out what I like and don't like. Learn a lot. Balance the ups and downs. Perfect 3 years: Completely different life. Taking what comes. Aligning it with my dreams. Helping others do the same. See the good in life and move towards that. Figuring it out. Loving myself. Perfect 5 years: So much time to learn and figure things out. Make a load of money so I can have more time to figure it out. Use that time to make more money to help more people but constantly think about what would be most helpful for the most people including future generations and do that. Remember to make time for fun and play. Don't take anything too seriously. It's not a race. It's meant to be enjoyed. Read a fuck load. Learn from everything. Help everything. Look at everything in a good life. Perfect 10 years: Chillin. Continuing to work, to enjoy, to help, but not putting pressure on myself. Just do what needs to be done. Love myself. Embrace life. Listen to nature and the world. Be helpful. Do my job.. Perfect 25 years: Created a bunch. Still creating everyday. Not out of necessity but because it feels right. Kids. Family. Love. Help. Time. Space. Honest. Real. Learn. Understand. Work. Love.. Perfect 50 years: Love. Leading by example. Support. Family. Teach. Learn. Slow. Help. Pay. Hug. Jam. Humble. Love.. Perfect life: Love. Do what I love. Love others. Help others. Support others. Learn. Do my best everyday. Don't get too caught up in it. Just try. Live.. What are my goals?. Be the best me I can fathom. Continue to learn. Try things. Be nicer. More honest. Respect myself. Love myself. Be real. Think about and care about the world and everything on it. Get really rich so I can focus on goal 1 and help other people do the same. Spend more time with my family and friends. Teach people, learn from them, have fun, enjoy their company. Feed the world. Support them. Make it better. Make people's lives better. Easier. More informed. Never race. Just do what is right. What momma asks of me. Never give up. Accept myself just as I am to be good enough.. Yuh. Suicide is interesting. You hate yourself so much that you kill yourself. You think you are so terrible, such a burden, that you kill yourself. Trying to spread the opposite of that. Self love, sharing yourself with the world, learning from others to make yourself better. Knowing yourself or trying to . Maybe not actually. Maybe you should allow yourself to always be new. Always be learning, changing, improving. Relationships. People want to hold on to you for what you were. They want you to stay the same because that is what they know, but maybe there is something better. You'll never know. You'll never know unless you do. Every moment you have a choice to continue on the path you are on or change it up and try something else. It's your choice. Hugs at the end of meetings. Need fly. bees. I smoke that super flame marijuana on my brain. Yo my name is San Klein girls say I'm damn fine. Spit the nicest rhymes swear I do this all the time